Wednesday, April 23, 2008 , 6:41 AM KS!
i love u .
a FUNNY THING =Ptoday went to college at 9am i mean reached there bout a lil before 9am. i heard sounds of ppl talkin in my class and the class's door is wide open. when i go in, guess what i saw ? saw Prem talkin to a chinese gal hhhhhhhhhh some more that gal.... haha no comments xD so i asked prem whats that girl bout, then he replied the girl ah she ah... very... once i enter only she askin what intake i am ? so i told her nonono not intake miss, its subject. she still keep insisting askin which intake am i and keep askin whether is it the march intake so i told her No, i am the april intake. and then i also said this class is for business stats class. so she kept quiet. shy d i think xD funny hor ? haha xD
afta waiting for 15mins in class with only a few ppl there, i felt fishy and soemthin was wrong. then only i remembered that last week ms.jiwa said that the class on 23/4 will be cancelled !! haixx !! nvm so we went to the com lab to lepak. seems that the girl that prem talked to just now has a class opposite our class xD while i went to C++ class then brought siokyeong and his friend here to get some consultation then went to rejabmaju for lunch. when we were on our up to college, we saw Murugan comin outta the lift heading to eating stalls. i was like wtf is the time now SIR ? then we went up and got confirmation that the class will start at 2pm wtf ? delay 1 hour ARGHH! how come nobody told us nothin ? so prem and i chit chatted with our ever so pretty coordinator and then walked around pharmacist dep. in hopes to get another glimpse of her but to no avail =/ the java class was sooooooo boring till i nearly slept xD coz all he went through was the basics. so as of now, i think ima go try out some java scripts myself -peace out-
, 6:16 AM KS!
i love u .
THE LAB IS LOCKED !was lookin forward for today to see her today in com lab CR11. since morning class was cancelled so i went to the lab early ! to my horror, the lab is LOCKED !! wtf is the lab doing locked at 11 am ?!?! where its supposed to be OPEN !! dunno wtf the MIS is doing ARGHHH anyway so i sat in another lab with my friend, in hope to at least get a glimpse of her. my await finally is worth it saw her and her gang pass by com lab heading to pharmacist dep. cant really see her gang only saw her pretty face in that white T. think she glanced at me as well xD not feeling proud at all though =/ just a feeling...
my Co SG friends are very supportive,
- pck scold me like a pussy where can get to know gals --> what he said isn't totally wrong so i accept it and try to make myself betta
- gril told me write on a paper (love letter) to her --> i was like -.- but he taught me that "excuse me miss, can i sit here" tactic, and tell me hiong hiong go only! i salute u
- shan say cannot like this, must make 1st impression on her. but prob is once i see her i will start shaking !! i also dunno why ?!?!
- kel told me dont waste time liau, some more chances not always there for u. once see it faster grab it ! Yes Sir !
- last but not least Jason, the F-er that help me build this blog helped me the most xD no need to say what u did la hor =)
- and i borrow AnYon's phrase "The Road Not Taken, A Mistake Done, A Decade Long Pain ! " --> he scold me coz i neva get his permission for using his phrase, i say sorry tailou, can u borrow it to me haha. seems that he's also havin the same prob as me ? o.0
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 , 2:47 AM KS!
i love u .
as the title said, another missed golden chance. think i had missed like... 2-5 chances to at least get to talk to her ? haixx...tskk tskk sighhh im a failure no guts =/CCB knn F i feel like exploding. but just now the environment was too quiet to create a conversation and the 3 stupid F-ers behind her la that was the kacau-kapi some more sit so near got so many coms in there dunno how to sit other places is it ? or god purposely put them there to make it more challenging for me to get to know her ? Arghhhhhhh ! i am feeling sad and disappointed. definitely tonite cannot sleep one guarantee that thats why i started bloggin. theres just tooooooo much thing happening in my life now which i dont think i can handle it all =/ the thing happened at around 11.00++ am in com lab cr11 on wednesday. remember that date next week go and try and see if shes there ?i asked my cousin how to tackle girl. he tell me go GOOGLE find. i was like -.-" yeah thanks hor but there isnt really guide on that =/then a lenglui gave me some advice and so did my good friend =Pthe lenglui taught me how to get her num. tough that didnt happen yet, i thank her in advance :p if i really succeed on her i will belanja u big big one dont worry i wont run away hehe and keep on praying for me that chances come to me again and pray that i'll succeed xD not playing really askin u to help me pray
, 1:11 AM KS!
i love u .
tuesday night, at around 11 pm where i was enjoyin my weekly show of RAW, a fight happened. A really big fight, between me bro and me. Sianx, he don't want to listen to me to ask him to come down from sitting on the table. So, i shoved him off the table but his head still very hard keep on sitting there. after 2-3 push he also tulan stand face-2-face with me. then we pushed each other haha like going to wrestle like that. then dunno how his glasses fling off to the ground. then alot of bad words came out but no punches. he , i think dont dare to hit me coz im his elder bro while i grabbed him in his neck and shoved him a lot. so, instead of hitting me, he use his mouth to talk bad bout me, saying i should change myself first before having the "power" to ask him to change. i told him back, u want to follow, then u follow the good ones not follow the bad ones, even if i'm bad (in character wise) doesn't mean u need to follow my footsteps de ma ! use ur head to think that which one is correct not just playin your F-ing PS2 all the time. i play com all the time so u want to follow my footsteps ? want to correct me ? sorry to say i wont correct myself neither would let u to correct me.
afta around 10 mins of heated up the fight stopped. and i continue watchin my RAW and teared a little while he teared too i guess ? and went into the room
sad case that mom is always on his side. for now, i wont talk to him anymore~~
